DO I still have a blog?

Does anyone? I'm guessing it is a good idea to ask. Does anyone still follow this or can I secretly post here with no one knowing? I am about to close Deckchange.com. But I think that means I would lose all the things that I has attached to that email address. (My deckchange google account) I guess I might be able to ask the new owmer to let me keep that email address? What do you think? I would hate to lose my youtube channel attached to deckchange. As well as my blog over there "The Deck" Chime in.