Christmas Un-Merry

I am not sure why I am having such a hard time getting in the mood for this holiday season. I am usually so excited and have sent nearly 200 Christmas cards. But this year.. I have only opened a couple of the many I have recieved. And I have sent none. I have the stamps and the cards.. and yet. I am letting my responsibilities fall to the side and I am being reclusive. I really have got to get over myself. It is so unlike me.