DO I still have a blog?

Does anyone? I'm guessing it is a good idea to ask. Does anyone still follow this or can I secretly post here with no one knowing? I am about to close Deckchange.com. But I think that means I would lose all the things that I has attached to that email address. (My deckchange google account) I guess I might be able to ask the new owmer to let me keep that email address? What do you think? I would hate to lose my youtube channel attached to deckchange. As well as my blog over there "The Deck" Chime in.

Getting back in here.

i just realized that it has been over 4 months since I have written in here. Lots going on. It would probably be a good idea to write something funny, but that isn't going to happen today I fear. Plans for Montreal are falling into position. It is time to start finding things to do between sessions. Originally the championships were supposed to be something to do while I was on vacation and bored at night, but now it is the main thrust of the trip. Funny how things turn around. Originally I was going to be by myself. Watching swimming. Now it is this huge thing. I like the idea though. It is also going to be intresting to be rooting for team USA. As a team. I mean I have my favorites, but I have my favorites in each distance and stroke. Not all from team USA. But I want taem USA to win! See? I am a dork.

Christmas Un-Merry

I am not sure why I am having such a hard time getting in the mood for this holiday season. I am usually so excited and have sent nearly 200 Christmas cards. But this year.. I have only opened a couple of the many I have recieved. And I have sent none. I have the stamps and the cards.. and yet. I am letting my responsibilities fall to the side and I am being reclusive. I really have got to get over myself. It is so unlike me.

Vacation plans on hold.... hold....

So now it may be time to re-think my vacation plans. Originally I was going to the Fina Long Course World Championships becasue it was going to give me something to do at night while I looked at a new city. Now Montreal may not be ready to house the event. So I have to ask myself .. do I still go to Montreal.. or do I go where the championships go? I am so torn especially if the event is held here. That is the current buzz. I think I can get a refund on my flight, but I should wait a while to bail out. I know all things will work out for the best. I just hate waiting. I need to learn patience.

Brendan Hansen Rocks!!

I really have so much respect for Brendan and his family! It is so great that he lets his fans know what he is doing. And understands that we are all having fun! His family is fantstic! I am so excited to be going to Montreal. It is just getting to be so much fun.. The plalnning is even really fun! This trip is making me feel so free. I don't do alot of things for myself, but this is completely about me. And instead of feelin guilty about it, I feel great! I can't wait to for the fun that all the OG girls are going to have teasing each other! Too fun! Thank goodness for FINA. Even if Ian Thorpe isn't there........ well that is a drag... BUt now I can "root" for team USA!! Even Keller! Thanks for including us Brendan!! Lena.. be careful with that bow.... You might put someone's eye out!!

This time it is Lena's fault!!

Why? Why do you people want me to write? I have been posting on OG now for about three months... And I have put 982 posts up!! WTF???? And somehow have managed to do nothing but talk about SWIMMERS!! When did all my regular activities stop?? Opening ceremonies of the 2004 Olympic Games, thats when! I find these swimmers to all be so inspiring. Somehow I have become an athlete-of-any-kind-whore. I understand Lena, you are good at writing.. WHY??? I don't have anything to say. I am boreing as hell.. But I am really really funny! I swear..... It just doesn't translate to writing... I swear. See? No more writing! Nope. Not for me!

laura and dennis made me do it

okay I have started mine. I hate to write. I am writing a musical. well I am collaborating to write music to a play that exists. did i ever tell you that i only speak one language? that language is english. i do not speak music. i understand it and i can transcribe it if someone spells it for me. i dont speak it. it is a romance language. i dont speak romance languages. I have always wanted to. i keep buying all these musical instruments to speak the language through.. but i dont know how to play them. one would think i was fluent. but i think that it is gibberish when it suicides from my mouth. ...... did you know that the language has only 7 letters?? thoses seven letters spell everything. that's is easier than hawaiian.
aloha